| Thank you for all your love and support. I remember when I was baby you took care of me. You picked me up from pre-school that was on Knight and Kingsway to Chinatown. Through the travel you would stop and buy me candy, toys, McDonald's, or anything I wanted. Of course being the clumsy, non thankful retard that I was when I was kid, I don't have those toys anymore. If grandma didn't want to waste money on playing cards, you dug in your pocket and give me five dollars. If mom didn't want to buy me pop because its too sugary and its a waste of money, you dug in your pocket, gave me money to buy pop and told me to hide it.
You truly are the best. I will never forget the memories we shared. There was never a single moment where I was ever mad at you. I will always care and love you. You don't have to worry about grandma because I will be there till the very end, until she is ready to be with you. Until then, rest in peace. You deserve it.
----
second time around, its easier to handle, but really it hurts just as bad, miss just as much, and never get over it, just get used to it. Its a sad day.
|
| |
| What is important? am I losing sight of what I believe?
Rethinking my choices and actions.
There needs to be some change Possibly the problem lies within..
_________
the goal, the plan, the dream, the life. |
| |
| I have this idea. I will try to be positive.
DEEP BREATHE... and im gone. |
| |
| The law of equal and opposite reaction
.
.
.
.
.
if you poke me enough, eventually I will poke back. How can I help others, when I haven't even finished helping myself? Im getting annoyed. I need space and time. |
| |
| You have laid the path; now I must walk it and make you proud.
Thankyou for your tender love and care. You have done much to support me and raise me. Be happy and pain free; it is what you deserve.
I will miss you. But I will be strong. Life is an up hill battle. Thats why I must win. For you and for us.
rest in peace, father.
P.S to the world. DONATE to the cancer research agencies to help cure this horrid illness.
Ginuwine - better days.
________
I miss.. I am still missing. =\ |
| |
